My Journey Begins With a HUGE Step
Here I go again...
I never thought I would be back in this place, this dark, painful, bleak, lonely place, but I am. I am back to an unhealthy, unattractive (to me, no one else's opinion matters), ghastly weight gain. This high weight has brought me to an all time low.
What's different this time? My life is filled with one blessing after another, great family, great career, positive changes all around. Why then do I sabotage myself and eat myself into oblivion? I don't know if there is an answer that I will ever find in my lifetime.
But after much prayer, tears, self loathing and struggle... I am determined to rise above and regain my power over my weight. With or without support from my family, it's my journey and I can't rely on anyone but myself to make this change. I did this to myself now I've got to be the one to fix it.
So my journey begins...
I never thought I would be back in this place, this dark, painful, bleak, lonely place, but I am. I am back to an unhealthy, unattractive (to me, no one else's opinion matters), ghastly weight gain. This high weight has brought me to an all time low.
What's different this time? My life is filled with one blessing after another, great family, great career, positive changes all around. Why then do I sabotage myself and eat myself into oblivion? I don't know if there is an answer that I will ever find in my lifetime.
But after much prayer, tears, self loathing and struggle... I am determined to rise above and regain my power over my weight. With or without support from my family, it's my journey and I can't rely on anyone but myself to make this change. I did this to myself now I've got to be the one to fix it.
So my journey begins...
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